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 i love my bedsheet :D
ice cream buffet kills, i prefer the normal food kind of buffet :D 4 days of the weekend is finally closing, reality starts tomorrow, again. oh wait, there's the dumb PE too. i think i shall do math after this, hehehehe, at least i did something. JL and MC's birthday celebration yesterday, the buffet suck big time, not appetising. and Cheek went home right after i reached, HOW CAN!?!?!?!??! Watched my DVD till like near 6am and had a very failed attempt to ton, again. Met Cheek up today because..... for the sake of meeting. Shihlin's and sweet talk made the day but ruined it whenever we have the thought that both of us watched "don't ignore diabetes" before PCK this afternoon. I'm praying hard that there's no VA tomorrow, pray pray pray. did i mentioned i merely just flipped through the textbook and just went for FNN prelims the day after? HAHAHAHAHA! surprisingly, i could do it, better than when i studied for it Friday was Boom's last day, Cheek's feeling depressed. Pictures' at FB.
It feels like it has been ages since i blogged, but whatever. i spent the weekend doing nothing but stare into blank space, and yes, math. I won't do well this prelims, enough said. i really did study but prolly, it isn't hard enough but tell me, what's the defination of study hard? i really wish to know because i have to. 10 years of education, is it going to waste? 10 years, i won't say it's short but neither is it long but the outcome of it means everything. i don't feel gulity of not aiming to a desired course because i don't want to i don't want to accumulate the pressure, it's already rising by the way. i'll go with the flow, wherever it takes me to. sometimes i really wish i could burn all those books that fustrates me, i wish i could just run away from reality, but the sad thing is, you can't everyone has to face it sooner or later, it's just a matter of time.
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